Friday, March 12, 2010

earthquake, 7 resumes, short legs, & American neighbors I never see

Monday, March 8, 2010 at 5:50pm | Edit Note | Delete
(1) There was just an earthquake a minute ago in Taichung-that's where i live. I don't know how much it was on the Richter scale but there sure has been quite a lot of them lately in Taiwan. I'm always going to carry a pillow around at home from now. Except when I shower of course.

(2) From approximately 3 PM to 4 PM, I walked around the neighboring streets to send out resumes personally since no one is actually hiring English teachers right now. I sent out seven today and there are four more schools I have to work on in the next few days... Someone actually did a little interview on me on the spot and I turned red, my face was burning and I suddenly couldn't utter full Chinese sentences anymore... gosh... what a great way to leave a good first impression. Turns out that she just hired a new teacher very recently but is willing to give me a chance when she needs a substitute. And she's VERY happy that I only asked for NT$400 an hour (that's roughly about $12 US dollars) as compared to the average NT$500~$600 for a normal, not famous English teacher. Well, what can I do? I dooooooo need to save up for college plus I'd be happy to get a job at all since I'm just running around with a high school diploma. NT$400 is a LOT more than the minimum wage of NT$95 that most high school and many college graduates get in Taiwan. I must also mention that my brother's new job at the restaurant across the street takes advantage of him and only pays him NT$85 an hour AND does not give him ANY worker's insurance. That's illegal!

(3) There's this American school in Taiwan called Morrison and it's real close to where I am currently living. I KNOW there are Americans living in my community (which consists of two 16 floor apartments) and everyone in the family except me and my grandma have seen/ met them. And grandma barely ever leaves to house so she doesn't count. WHY? How come I've never seen them? Well, apparently I did walk pass one of them and thought it was a Chinese who died his hair blonde...that's what my sister told me when we got home, that she saw an American while I saw a Chinese...
And then there is supposedly this rude girl who's my age who lives on the 6th floor (we live on the 15th)...once again, i've never had the chance to meet them...it's almost always my brother or sister. What's up with that? I'm just grumbling...

(4) I woke up this morning at 4:10 AM and attempted to go back to sleep; I couldn't because I ended up lying there for 30 minutes imaging my uncle tapping on my shoulder at the cemetery. In broad daylight of course, you can never pay me enough to get me to go the cemetery at night.

(5) Somehow I feel defeated already and don't think anyone will actually call me back after seeing my resume. ><>

Note from Facebook [FEB. 22, 2010]

10 hours ago I learned of my uncle's death. Joe Chou was a caring father for me. Some of you have seen him @ the restaurant. I can't believe he's gone forever. The guy who always tried to bribe me with crab rangoons&springrolls after a fight, drove me to school when I overslept, encouraged me to work hard, loved me as if I were his own daughter will never be able to make anyone laugh anymore. I'm sorry I'll never get a chance to pay you back.
RIP I love you, Daddy!

Note from Facebook [JAN. 23, 2010]

sleepover at the aquarium w/ 100 kids; beloved magician & bye bye Michael

Saturday, January 23, 2010 at 6:32pm | Edit Note | Delete I went to Tainan to teach on Tuesday and my brother went along because we were going to join the kids for a sleepover at the aquarium on Wednesday and Thursday.
The kids absolutely loved my brother...he played magic shows and goofed around with them.
The five year old little boy kept knocking on my classroom door when I was teaching because he wanted my brother to play basketball with him.
We went to the aquarium the next day but were not assigned to the same group as any of my students. My brother and I took care of students from another free school also in Tainan.
The girls totally went ga ga over my brother and we even saw a girl breakup her friendship with her friend when fighting over my brother's hand. HAHA. There was also this problematic little girl who would only let my brother hold her hand (she's wanders away if you don't hold her hand). When we went through a dark tunnel with no light (for fear of bothering the sleeping whales) little kids cried and grabbed on to us. It was a very fun trip but very tiring. You really learn a LOT about taking responsibilities!
At one point I was holding a first grade boy's hand because the dead corals we were walking on were hard to walk on. He got tired of me holding him back and asked if I had problem balancing myself. Without putting much thought to his question, I said "yes". "NO WONDER YOU KEEP HOLDING MY HAND," he said with a sigh. :D LOL
Ron couldn't stop crying when it was time to part with the kids.

"Now you know how I felt when the kids left me," he said to me a few hours earlier.
I was, however, not crying for the kids...My dog left me today.
Michael did not like his new owner and while preventing him from biting her, I got bit today. He would never bite me voluntarily though. He did go home with her though because after about an hour or two's struggle, Michael's new owner's BOYFRIEND managed to make him behave. I'm going to miss my baby very much.

Note from Facebook [JAN. 11, 2010]

I "blog" on facebook using the "Notes" application. I had started this blog originally because I wanted to share with more people but I got real busy when life got extremely harsh on me. Well, it's been harsh and I'm still not over the death of my beloved father/uncle and won't be for a while, that I know. But I wanted to get back on my blog. I've been blogging on my facebook wall during the time I was away from this BLOG but I'm going to copy and paste them here now:



I e-mailed KAIST and they told me to check their website (just google KAIST) after March 20 for information about the Fall 2010 semester. They said the fall semester is open for application only to international students, not Koreans. I don't know whether John and Jasmine have dual citizenship or not so you two better check it out if you guys are interested in KAIST.

I'm applying for HKBU right now but will definitely try to apply for KAIST fall semester as well when application starts. As long as you have a good GPA and am American, it should be pretty easy to get in...the hard thing is to keep up your grades or you loose the tuition exemption. I'm sooooo excited....PRAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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ooo....since i'm on facebook, i might as well write about this funny thing that happened last night.
OUr charity sale is from 11am to 8pm each day but yesterday a customer kept me waiting till 10:30PM! My manager/boss whatever LEFT me to deal with that woman all by myself!!
Anyways, I guess I did really well pretending to be patient. That customer is so impressed with me and started asking me all kinds of personal questions about my life...blah blah blah and all of the sudden she was like "I want to introduce you to this young man. His parents are business man/woman from Taiwan but working in China. Do you accept? Do you? Will you go out with him?"
I so wanted to laugh out loud...LOL.
(1) It reminded me of the embarrassing self-degrading gold digger phase in computer science....I was just being silly and stupid, ok? LOL
(2) Girls in Taiwan tend to act and try to make themselves look like teenagers for as long as they can...some try to dress like teenagers even when they are in their thirties! But me, having grown up in VA dress differently from the typical girl my age in Taiwan so everything thinks I'm way older than I really am (I turn 21 next month!! yikes). Turns out the guy is 28. LOL
(3)Since he's Chinese, he's Asian. And if he's Asian...haha, ...we all know that won't work out with me LOL I still want to laugh right now...

Yea...just wanted to share the laugh with you guys....LOL
OH, but she might employ me as an English teacher at her kindergarten.
I have been thinking about changing jobs lately...the stress from the rivalry going on at work is too much for me......I can deal with it anymore~~~~~~

I'm BACK, I'm sorry, LIFE has been very, very HARSH

It's been over three months since I last wrote.
First an update:

(1)
I went to Korea two more times for work.
On Christmas day I was in Korea, freezing on the streets since it was an urgent business trip and my boss and I could NOT book any hotel room. I got a call from Dad and learned that our dog gave birth to SEVEN puppies. Christmas puppies, I thought they would be blessed extra but they died in about two weeks to a fire. I am not arguing about responsibilities so while I am not the only reason for the fire, I am somewhat still at fault for the fire; We have a light dangling dangerously on top of the cage to keep the puppies warm while their mother nurse them at night and one night I moved the light a little because I thought it looked like it would fall. I moved it to what I thought was a safer place before I went to bed. Next morning around 3 AM or 5 AM, I can't remember, shouts about burning puppies woke me up from my dream. I dashed into the garage but did not have time to choke because the cage was on fire! Dad used his bare hands to pull out two puppies and I will admit I was so scared of the fire that I hesitated for several seconds. What caused the fire? The mother dog got tired of puppies nibbling on her for milk so she jumped out of the cage and knocked over the light. It doesn't matter if I had moved to light or not because it would've fell onto the puppies either way when the mother dog jumped out but I still feel rather guilty. I should've just turned off the light but I was too stupid. I don't think...I just do things the way people tell me to and the light had been there to keep the dogs warm so I didn't think twice. My brave brother suffocated two that were already "crisp" to end their pain faster. Another "crisp" one died that evening. There were four more left but two were hurt so bad so we asked for the vet to put them to sleep but being Chinese, they refused. Why did I say that? Chinese people think killing is bad...not as in bad bad but bad for themselves, like they'll have bad luck. In the end my brave brother buried them alive. I thank him for being so brave but it was bad for him. Two puppies survived but one one them lost most of her tail and has serious burns on her hind legs. A family adopted her because she had the cutest face ever. The other boy was very healthy, chubby and active...I was so sad to give him away.

(2) My father fell from his motorcycle because someone poured OIL on the road. My 84 year old grandma on my father's side fell and landed on her face. The results were lots of blood and bruises for weeks. Then my other grandma had stroke. Then just when we thought things were over...one of the people I love the most on the surface of Earth, my adoptive father who is actually my uncle, passes away. I talked to him a week before he died. I was supposed to send pictures of him to his father but I kept pushing it off and when I finally sent it, he died. I couldn't even finish a little errand for him before he died. Who knew he was going to die? I never knew I loved him so much. He was such a good father to me. He only had one son but he was a father to four children. He was such a kind man, adopted my brother and I when our parents could not take care of us. I miss him so much. I hope he's in Heaven now.